if id be someone else

i wish i would be 14 again, and had glasses and read veronica decides to dye and the bell jar. had no money for clothes so id make everything and spend all of my freetime in libaries, secondhand shops and forests.

because i am 18 and i dont even go to a hairdresser, though im planning to go since august . i read biographies of lajos vajda (painter in the 20's, 30's ). i spend all my money on cigarettes, food and alcohol. i buy style i go to libary because i have to read books for school i dont even know the nature around me. not to mention i spend 30 hours out of 48 hours during weekend in front of this f*cking screen. and of course im wainting for the wonder.

it has to be changed.

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